Winds

This past summer season, I have been introduced to a new hobby.  Sailing! Yes, this indoors-loving movie-holic has found a new outdoor fun (Gasp!). Just look at photo I captured of a fellow sailor just a couple weeks ago on the lake.  Beautiful shot taken just with a simple smartphone.  No editing with Instagram, either.  It was just this beautiful.

I thought sailing would be easy.  Just get into the boat, hoist the sails, and let the wind push me.  Little did I know, there is more to it.  There is a way to set the sails to work with the current wind conditions.  If a sailor is good, a sailboat can sail any direction, except directly into the wind.   Seems easy, right?  Well, it's all well and good until the winds shifts when we don't pay attention.  On my first solo trip, I was sailing so well, back and forth on the lake several times, until... the wind shifted.  I drifted along on the lake waiting for a gust to fill my sails enough to bring me back to shore.  The ducks even came out to quack at me when I was stuck on the lake alone, drifting.  Thankfully, I made it back without having to paddle it.  Whew!

This made me reflect about God, and how he wants us to be useful.  We could think of God's power as the wind, and the boat as us.  He moves us, depending on how receptive we are to Him.  In this way, I am thinking we should be setting our sails favorable to move the fastest and most efficiently in His work.  If we don't hoist our sail, we won't move or be purposeful.  If our sails are set opposite of the direction He moves, we won't be purposeful.  Instead, we will be like the little drifting boat, moaning about how the wind died, when indeed, the wind (or God) had not died, or stopped moving, we just stopped paying attention to it.  

So, what is the lesson here?  We should pay attention to God's Word, seek Him, and we become much more in line with His purposes.  We then move with a purpose, rather than drifting aimlessly.

"Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, 

and He will give you everything you need."  (Matthew 6:33 NLT)

No Point in Hiding

Today, in my daily reading, I found Psalm 139.  I was captured by the words, and then reminded of a worship song we sing often. Take a read, and then listen to the song.

O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me.
     You know when I sit down or stand up.
You know my thoughts even when I’m far away.
     You see me when I travel and when I rest at home. You know everything I do.
You know what I am going to say even before I say it, Lord.
     You go before me and follow me. You place your hand of blessing on my head.

Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too great for me to understand! I can never escape from your Spirit! I can never get away from your presence!

If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I go down to the grave, you are there. If I ride the wings of the morning, if I dwell by the farthest oceans, even there your hand will guide me, and your strength will support me.

I could ask the darkness to hide me and the light around me to become night— but even in darkness I cannot hide from you. To you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are the same to you.

You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it. You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed.

How precious are your thoughts about me, O God. They cannot be numbered! I can’t even count them; they outnumber the grains of sand! And when I wake up, you are still with me!

Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life. (Psalms 139:1-18, 23, 24 NLT)

Desperation Band - Highest Place

So, stop trying to hide.  He's already there with you.  Yield to Him.
~Kathy

Fathers

Even Superheroes had fathers.  Today is Father's Day, and I wanted to write about one of my favorite Superheroes who was blessed to have two fathers: Superman.  I haven't been able to see the latest Superman movie Man of Steel, but I understand it is a good version of the timeless story.

Clark Kent grew up in the small farming community of Smallville.  He was a child of conflict and fear when things happened to him that he could not explain.  Clark relied on his father, Jonathan, for guidance and support for his struggles, as well as for his strong moral foundation.  It was Jonathan who revealed Clark's origin, and showed him his spaceship.  Clark was devastated to learn he was not of this world, but of a world he had not ever heard of before.  

He spent years trying to find his own identity.  I write about this in a different post about Superman called Secret Identity.  It wasn't until he found a way to learn about his birth father and home world that he found his calling.  Jor-El was man who loved his son, Kal-El, so much that he would send him down to this world to be safe from the tyranny and demise of Krypton.  Jor-El also dreamed of the day that his son would lead the people of earth to a better place.

I often think about my earthly father, the one who raised me, and taught me right from wrong.  He is the man I loved as I grew up, and he is one with whom I share my love of all things geek.

It wasn't until I was grown and in college that I learned about my heavenly father.  I learned about a God who loved me so much that he would give His own son to this world to die, so that I would not have to.   Guess what? My heavenly father can be your heavenly father too.  All the details can be found in the Bible - specifically in the book of Romans.  Will you choose to find Him?

"For God loved the world so much that He gave His one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life." ~John 3:16 NLT

Refuge

Psalm 91:1-2 (NLT)

I took a break from superheroes today.  Instead I worked on a geeky project of adding text to a photo that was taken during a pivotal canoe trip with my husband.  It was pivotal trip, because it was during that trip we determined to reconcile our marriage and not divorce.  This photo became symbolic of a place God showed me His shelter and His refuge.

What does it mean to take refuge in the Lord?  Is this a physical place like that beautiful lake picture taken last summer?  Psalm 91 is all about that refuge.  The Lord assures us that if we remain in Him, we will be safe, and that evils will not touch us.  How can it be that we still have bad things happen to us?

It's simple.  While God does protect his people, the promises of refuge and complete safety are still to come.  He gave us (people) free choices and we are living in a world made up of those choices.  Our sanctuary still awaits us.  The best is yet to come.

I cannot wait to see what God has prepared for us in heaven.

The Corruption of a Leader

Admiral Marcus

Ok, I know I have already posted about Star Trek's new movie, Into Darkness, but I wanted to reflect on the topic I had planned to discuss before I went to see the movie and became distracted by the overwhelming message of friendship bonds.  I was interested to see how the character that had risen up the ranks of Starfleet and the United Federation of Planets, Admiral Marcus, became so twisted in his thinking patterns and so off track of the original purpose of Starfleet.

Admiral Marcus was so consumed by his hatred for the Klingons that he created a hidden purpose within Starfleet, a supremely military purpose.  He used subversive means to get his hidden agenda across, so that no one was aware of what was happening.  He planned the regeneration of a historic super-villian, Khan, for his ability to craft a super military vessel.  He was going to sacrifice the Starfleet flagship explorer vessel Enterprise to start a war with the Klingons.

How did he get that way?  Does that really happen to good people, and good leaders?  Do we really lose our purpose and go down a dark path?

Yes.

Let's look at a biblical example.  King Saul was given God's blessing to become Israel's first leader.  However, he soon lost the blessing of God, due to disobedience.  God expected full obedience of his people, and was disappointed.  David became the chosen leader of God.  Saul became consumed by his jealousy of David, and then plotted to kill him.  He was blinded by his sins.  I do believe Saul was a good leader for Israel, since God had chosen him, but he went down a path into darkness.  He never recovered.

Christians, and even church leaders are not immune to darkness.  We are often targets of Satan's attacks.  Sometimes the attacks are in the form of things that we want (temptations).  Sometimes the attacks are in the form of hardships, illness, or pain.  If we allow these things to consume our thinking, we will wind up in the dark places of our being, and we risk losing our connection with God.  How do we keep ourselves protected?

We need to stay connected to the Word of God and to His people.  We need to study daily His Word and meditate on His purposes.  We need to stay connected to His people by attending a church that encourages conversation and discussion about the things of the bible.

I encourage you to find a group of people you can study with and discuss the purposes of God, as well as our attacks and responses (both when we succeed, and when we fail).  If you want help finding a small group, please comment.  I would be happy to try to help you.

"For where two or three are gathered together in my name (Jesus), there I am in the midst of them." ~Matthew 18:20 KJV

Love Beyond Life

Spoiler alert... don't read this if you haven't seen the movie, Star Trek Into Darkness!

Do we know what it means to love these days?  I just went to see a great movie last night, and was surprised by the message I took from it.  We saw the new Star Trek - Into Darkness movie, and I must admit, I had read a spoiler before going to see it, so I thought I would know what lesson I would take and write about.  I was wrong.

"We know what real love is because Jesus gave up his life for us.  So we ought to give up our lives for our brothers and sisters." ~1John 3:16 (NLT)

Towards the beginning of the movie, Spock is willing to lay his life down for the "needs of the many." What he doesn't understand is just how much his death would impact his friends, and how hurt they were that he would just willingly put himself in harms way.  He says later, "I did feel those feelings when my world died, so I choose not to feel.  It doesn't mean I don't care."  Kirk wonders how he can do that.  Personally, I know I have buried feelings and not allowed myself to feel.  I never knew that others would perceive me to not care.  

Later in the movie, we see a twist... and Kirk is given the opportunity to lay his life down for his friends.  We see Spock run down to see his friend dying.  He says to Spock, "how do you choose not to feel? I don't want to feel scared."  But, we see Spock with tears in his eyes say, "I don't know, I seem to be having difficulty right now."  Spock suddenly experiences very real emotions.  

When Kirk dies, Spock feels rage and a thirst for revenge at the loss of his friend.  

This is what the disciples must have experienced when Jesus died.  There must have been tremendous pain, fear, confusion and anger at the loss of their beloved friend and leader.  How much more pain would they have to endure?  

As we go through life, we start to see more and more that life is pain.  We see how much more we need our friends to care for and love.  We need to think of them when we consider eternity.  Will they be joining us in Paradise?  These are the friends we give our lives for.  

"This is my commandment: Love each other in the same way I have loved you.  There is no greater love than to lay down one's life for one's friends." ~John 15:12-13 (NLT)

Fighting Burnout

Iron Man 3 will be released on Friday.  I'm getting excited to see the movie after seeing the trailer.  If you haven't see the trailer, click the link.

What's interesting is the angle this movie seems to take.  This is a very powerful, rich man who could have anything he wants.  He has the girl, he has the money, and yet, there is this level of anxiety and worry that seems to overwhelm him.  He is consumed with the idea that he needs to build more and more super suits, and the obsession takes his attention away from his girl.

Have you ever felt that level of anxiety that consumes you?  Do you have obsessions that take over your life, because you worry about what may happen if you don't focus on them?  Jobs can take over our lives, if we don't be mindful of what is important.

Solomon writes about life and how much the pursuit of wealth is meaningless.  Listen to this passage he writes:

"So what do people get in this life for all their hard work and anxiety?  Their days of labor are filled with pain and grief; even at night their minds cannot rest.  It is all so meaningless.  So I decided there is nothing better than to enjoy food and drink and to find satisfaction in work.  Then I realized that these pleasures are from the hand of God.  For who can eat or enjoy anything apart from Him?" ~Ecclesiastes 2:22-23 (NLT)

Eat, drink and find satisfaction in the work, but then he points out nothing has meaning without Him.  He goes on to say that we need companions to get through our short time on earth before we go to heaven.  The secret to fighting burnout is to find relationships that have meaning.  We need each other to be able to fight the battles that we face in our daily walk.  We need our loving friends.

"A person standing alone can be attacked and defeated, but two can stand back-to-back and conquer.  Three are even better, for a triple-braided cord is not easily broken."

~Ecclesiastes 4:12 (NLT)

Don't be afraid to share your real self with others.  This helps you be in the kind of relationship that will help you get through this life until we go to heaven.  This helps with the burnout we face in our daily walk.  We need our friends.  We need love.